After 28 years and more stories than I can remember, it has dawned on me that the Holidays are a hard time on everyone. Ive had a very difficult time this year, myself. There was a lot of cheer and hope at the beginning of the season. I really wanted to get into the spirit of the holiday this year. I had a really great 2018 and I wanted to finish it off and start the new year with a BANG!, right? #traditions I guess. ...or did I get that from a movie? (You never know the diff